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Help —- Wednesday March 5th, 2014 SoCal

My father is on probation and i live in the same house as him and my family. We have alarms under the eves of the house to tell us if anyone is within 3 feet of any window facing the front yard. My younger brother and i both have windows facing the street on street level in a quiet neighborhood. For the past few weeks, we’ve heard the alarm going off late at night or early in the morning every couple days. My mom went outside last night after hearing the beeping and found a man dressed in all black wearing a red light headset with recorder, step from my window to between my brother and I’s.

We are being watched and monitored while we sleep. Our phones are tapped. Our computers monitored. But this…. this is insane. I leave my window cracked with a stick in it every night. This man was outside my window. We’ve had undercover at our house do this before.

Our privacy is invaded. I feel like a criminal in my own home and i’ve never done a thing wrong. I’m being followed in my car. And im scared.

I’m really really scared.

I need help. And by help i need advice. What do i do….. I can’t fucking live like this. I can live under a microscope. I have a part time job and im going to school full time. If i move will they follow?

Someone please help me.

I’m not safe here.

freshest-tittymilk:

mendaciousangel:

Infographic: Movie Franchise Lexicon
Remake or reboot or reimagination or retcon? Empire sorts it out.

whomever made this

thank you

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enderbabby:

divinator:

civil-anarchy:

danipanteez:

mr-leach:

Some things I’ve learned in the CBT clinics I’ve been going to regarding anxiety that I thought might be helpful to some.

for real though. i have tried so hard to explain these things to people. jfc. 

Listen up, Snowflakes.

fun little thing to tack on: triggers ARE NOT things that make you uncomfortable or uneasy, they are material that lead to visceral reactions/flash backs/panic attacks due to previous traumas

they aren’t even phobias

they are related to ptsd, not general discomfort or fear

sometimes i think that people need this polite reminder

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iounios:

figmentdotcom:

sketchmedesire:

A sixth grader’s advice to future sixth graders.

…
Damn, kid. You speak truth.

i can actually relate. this makes me sad.

iounios:

figmentdotcom:

sketchmedesire:

A sixth grader’s advice to future sixth graders.

Damn, kid. You speak truth.

i can actually relate. this makes me sad.

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fuckyou-likethe-devil:

The hardest man in the restrauny business and he uplifts kids

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“As someone who identifies as gay, I remember growing up and going to the bookstore and going to the gay and lesbian section and thinking to myself, “This is it. This is what we have. This one shelf. That’s it.” And, you know, we have some short stories, and we have some history, and stuff like that, but you know, like, the fiction all centered around being gay. Like, it was defined by that. And so, I think what I hear a lot from the fans, and I share their sentiment, is, here is something where being gay is just one aspect of a much larger world that we live in. And that world is beautiful, and terrifying, and insane, and funny, and it just fits in there, and for me, being a gay artist, working on a show like this, like, I like gay stuff, gay stuff is cool, but I mean, you know, so many times I see independent films and and independent books and they’re writing the “Oh, this is gay fiction.” Well, what does that mean? Like, does that mean you have to be gay to read it? Do you have to be gay to write it? Like what? I don’t understand…Like, just one aspect of Cecil is his sexuality. And, on top of that, in this crazy world of Night Vale, his sexuality and his relationship with another man is the least weird thing to happen on a daily basis. And it really makes me feel so good to think back on where I was when I was like fifteen, sixteen and thinking “Yes, this is it.” Like, we’re making it. We’re pushing boundaries out, and saying, “This isn’t a gay podcast. We’re not gonna check your card at the door.” I love that.”

—   Cecil Baldwin (via theopoiesis)

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seriouslyamerica:

cracked:

"You could be forgiven for believing that the fedora just materialized on a dude’s head one day, perhaps after he successfully inserted 12 separate ‘get me a sandwich’ jokes into a single piece of My Little Pony erotic fan fiction. But the hat’s real origin was entirely unrelated to Applejack and Gilda discovering their repressed love: It got its name from the 19th century play Fedora, in which actress Sarah Bernhardt wore a stylish, narrow-brimmed women’s hat while playing the lead, Princess Fedora. Female fans of Bernhardt picked up the style, which soon became an early symbol of women’s liberation. Only later did fedoras become associated with menswear. In other words, like those Satanists who unknowingly wear an ancient Christian symbol around their necks, MRAs have picked the wrong symbol for their movement and should try adopting something new.”

5 Awesome Things With Inexplicably Bad Reputations

OH MY GOSH

seriouslyamerica:

cracked:

"You could be forgiven for believing that the fedora just materialized on a dude’s head one day, perhaps after he successfully inserted 12 separate ‘get me a sandwich’ jokes into a single piece of My Little Pony erotic fan fiction. But the hat’s real origin was entirely unrelated to Applejack and Gilda discovering their repressed love: It got its name from the 19th century play Fedora, in which actress Sarah Bernhardt wore a stylish, narrow-brimmed women’s hat while playing the lead, Princess Fedora. Female fans of Bernhardt picked up the style, which soon became an early symbol of women’s liberation. Only later did fedoras become associated with menswear. In other words, like those Satanists who unknowingly wear an ancient Christian symbol around their necks, MRAs have picked the wrong symbol for their movement and should try adopting something new.”

5 Awesome Things With Inexplicably Bad Reputations

OH MY GOSH

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wear something black.

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